| aii .. everyone i have a new xanga .. its pink_xO_diamonds ..and the O is not a zero lol courtney .. yea and im not gunna b usin ILuscii0us34I no more .. so hit me up and check out pink_xO_diamonds ! mwah!
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havent written in a while . i went to jordans new years eve party lol we were up all nite! malinda vinny nate amanda (m's cousin) chad marvin mike and jeremy . it was really fun especially when nate and jeremy slap boxed . omg it was priceless ! haha anyways memories were made that night and the next day haha . my break was decent lol .. it was my birthday the 28th ! im the big 1-5 now! yay ! anyways off that .. im bOred . margz is supposed to be movin bak to mtown and start goin to mhs . im real happy cuz now things can be like they were before but also how they are now . cant wait for school tomorrow . will and lydia go out . no comment . luv u lydia !
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for everyone who read the entry b4 lass . yea i did call summer a smut and i shouldnt have bcuz i kno if i got sumthin to say i should say it to her and all dat shyt . but for the ppl who keep instigatin me n her . PLZ STOP! cuz when u tell me she was sayin shyt about me and when ppl tell her i was talkin shyt on her dat juss fuels me and her more and if u read my entries way way back u can see dat me and her used to be real cool but since ppl run their moufs and shyt things get twisted and now all dis lil kid bullshit is goin on . and ill say dis now yea i told ppl about me and her fightin and i shouldnt have cuz dat juss makes thing bigger then dey are and dats not right . so lettin yall kno dis.. bEz!
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| Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...
[Chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
[Verse 1]
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
Now Ja said "I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it"
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit be way beyond some Jay-z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' Suge
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over t.v. down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it i understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute cuz
[Chorus]
xO Dee* |
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| ayO . lots of shit .. brian almost got hit by PJ . big drama . shyt wit summer and jordan now shyt wit me and summer and sum otha girl and also malinda and who eva else . oh well . so if i fight tomorrow sumones gettin they ass whoOped .but hey they started dis shit . anyways talked to rich all day and called anthony . anthonys birthday is tomorrow . whoo
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